Frozen to Love

Have you ever ran into someone from your past, someone whom you cared deeply for, but things just never fell into place?  When you see them you want to hug them and love on them like old times, but the time is now- the gap in time was filled with unanswered questions, calls and texts.  The gap was filled with battles of self-doubt coupled with the anger of not knowing the when, the how’s and the…. why it is that you disappeared.  It is funny because when you love someone, when you truly love someone, none of that seems to matter until your logic kicks in and says that the same thing just might happen again.  So now, you are frozen between wanting to shower them with every ounce of your heart and keeping a safe distance so that the void will not sting so much should that person leave again.   Pondering…….